Last night my Good Man and I met up with a friend, ate a delicious meal together, then headed to Joe’s Pub, for the NYC premiere of The Avant Gardener by Lindsay Katt, watch the trailer, here (I made it into the trailer!). WOOT! Check out Lindsay’s Music page on FB too.
I remain consistently amazed that I placed myself as a Genderless Fairy, in a MOVIE. As in, I have a mention in the INTERNET Movie Database.
See the glittery awe? That misty dew of OMG, Yes? I got to play the part of The Genderless Fae, again. In person. I got to watch Lindsay’s movie and listen to Lindsay sing.
I got to walk the streets of New York City, as The Genderless Fae.
I hold every instance of artful engagement -like this- in very high regard. Our fellow humans need to -see- the touch of the freak. We need to see the embodiment of showing up and having fun with it. We need to see people doing ‘the thing’ that makes their heart sing. Conformity is encouraged at every turn. It is hard to remain independent.
But, it is great. And fun. And worth it.
I am listed as, ‘Melanie Testa as The Genderless Fairy’.
In. a. Movie.
And the thing is, the motto of the movie, the underlying message of The Avant Gardener is, ‘You can tip-toe through life and get safely to death, or you can really live.’
I mean, I said YES, to this part, during a year where I committed to saying, Yes! ‘Yes, I want to paint my body gold and flit on camera!’ Yes, I will pose in magazine articles and participate in video content online, go to Berlin. Yes, I want new people and different things in my life.
It was one Heck! of a year.
To see myself in this project. To allow myself to feel Lindsay sing on a beautiful night, in the summer, with my Man and friends?
It was magic.
Jeannie
July 2, 2018 at 10:42 pmTears! I know how hard you have worked to bring yourself to saying YES! I applaud you. I admire you. I cheer you on every step of this new journey of You-ness. I love you. xoxo